breakthrough? breakthrough pain is a flareup through "otherwise controlled pain"
There's no breakthrough where there's no control
there's definitely a flare
I just hurt
And I had an emotional break today
I feel empty and sad
I can't tell my boss I'm better than that without crying because he's not the one I need to tell didn't even write that damned review but emphasized it's a good review I can take criticism but I have issues with this criticism
I need more
more of me
more of moo-lah
more understanding from the managers of the world, the principals, the teachers
The kid was working on college algebra for fun, wtf, what kind of purgatory is first grade for a mind like that?
I feel hypomanic, scattered, and I can't sort out what i need for documentation
I want $100000, to pay all the debts and quit my job so I can homeschool and finish my degree and that's all
Tomorrow must be better